Move 2020

This is a hard post to write even now as to be honest I am still a little very annoyed about the whole thing… So this will be fairly brief (clearly on the edit it isn’t brief who was I kidding… it is only on here as it kinda – well definitely does have bearing on the journey however not essential reading!).

After being led to believe that we could stay – live where we were we were given 3 months notice – they wanted / needed to sell the property ASAP… given the climate EG Covid it turned out they couldn’t actually give us notice but I just wanted out and to move onwards…

Finding somewhere was a NIGHTMARE we have rented and moved for a long time and this has to be worst – no where and they were gone before you even saw them on the ever popular search property sites… none of the agents were helpful if I am honest either… and don’t ask me about the rental costs.

In regards to growing and sowing seeds I lost my Mo-Jo – I lost my purpose – I felt over whelmed everything I had envisaged and slowly built for moving forward in my planting future and to be honest it was a delicate house of cards and a bit sketchy anyway BUT it was smashed – I had committed to do an autumn sow – moving those tiny babies in November was never going to be easy -and this isn’t just the half of what I did – I actually wish I had taken photos and kept so you could see photographic evidence! I dropped trays of them sending them scattering – I over watered – sorry drowned and mean drowned as I watered then forgot about them in a stress of something else… I didn’t water so let them dry out – sigh – I forgot to sow at the ‘optimum’ time – I didn’t sow enough – I sowed too many – I “shoved” some in a summer house thingy at my mums… that thing is darn cute (to quote our US buddies) but you know what everything I put in there DIED!!? I filled her greenhouse with my babies but it just wasn’t set up for seed babies – and oh.. and oh and oh

None of this is BIG deals but will for better or worse shape my future growing journey…